Title:
Home From Within
Author: Lisa Maggiore
Publisher: Vagabond Publishing
Pages: 253
Genre: Women’s Fiction
It’s the fall of ’82, and Jessica
Turner has finally been set free, entering a public high school after being
homeschooled. But her mother wears a frown and her father wears his Colt .45s,
with a warning: no dating allowed. Seeking warmth, Jessica finds herself in a
secret relationship with bad boy Paul Peterson. When the relationship–and
Jessica’s pregnancy–are discovered, Paul will be dead by nightfall.
Seventeen years later Jessica and
her daughter live a quiet life with horse farmer, Matt Johnson. Marriage is on
the table but Jessica’s remorseful heart will not comply. When an unexpected
death brings Jessica back home, she uncovers her father’s secrets and discovers
that her true path in life, and love, are just a choice away.
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Book Excerpt:
I have
secrets that need to be forgiven, Jessica thought, staring into the darkness of
her bedroom. She sat with her knees tucked under her chin, tented in bedding
that was slowly letting out the warmth. The yellow glow from her bedside clock
read 3:06 a.m.
Jessica glanced at Matt and noticed that he never flinched when her alarm went
off. They had been sharing the same bed for many years, but sometimes she
hardly knew he was there.
Wrapping
her arms around herself she shuffled toward the bathroom at the end of the
hall, flipping on the night-light next to the sink so she could take a hot
shower in relative darkness. Cranking open a small window she drew a deep
breath allowing the smell of fresh dew, hay, and pine to swirl inside her nose.
A faint
light shone from the bulb above the stove as she ate oatmeal in the kitchen.
Various songs from her past kept flooding into her consciousness and Jessica
tried to distract herself by focusing on the mundane thoughts of the morning,
but that only made the songs louder. And behind the songs were voices that did
not want to stay buried under her secret armor any longer.
Jessica
had been able to keep her feelings about the death of her first love, Paul,
buried deep. And down deeper were the memories of her father holding those damn
Colt .45s that served as judge and jury for young lovers sneaking around.
Jessica believed the ache in her chest would go away with time; however, it had
been seventeen years.
But last
night, while channel surfing, she stumbled upon the classic eighties movie, Purple
Rain, starring Prince. She could not stop herself from watching despite
the movie ending at midnight.
Caught in a whirlwind of euphoric recall; remembering the excitement of
sneaking out with her best friend, Marilee, and going to see the movie. How the
sex scene jump-started her adolescent hormones. She spent countless hours
daydreaming of Paul singing, “The Beautiful Ones” to her as an ode to loving
her so desperately and not wanting to lose her to another. The intensity at the
end of the song made her feel alive.
The songs
in the movie evoked feelings in her that were a mixed bag of good and guilt.
Usually those memories were ones she could bury, not wanting love and death to
overpower her again. But not this time. She allowed herself to remember some of
them, resurrecting other memories she could never forget.